Mooooooooo!

I have been so unbelievably moody lately. I know that it's mainly because I am still grieving, both for my Dad and for the way some family members have treated me since, but oh my, when will it ever stop?

In the space of a few hours, sometimes even minutes, I go from looking for knives to do myself in with, to bouncing off the roof with happiness. It is very frustrating, not only for me, but for anyone that has to deal with me.

If you are one of those people and you're reading this, I am SO sorry.

Please know that I am aware of it, and even if it doesn't seem like it, I am trying really hard not to be such a moody cow.